It is four years now since you were given peace - my beloved angel Pereg - and I still cry for you. You were not very old but the Monster had taken its toll and it showed in your beautiful eyes. I do not miss the Monster but oh how I miss you, Pereg. I loved you so much and always will, but now instead of sleeping on my bed cuddled up to me, you are sleeping in a forest somewhere, wrapped in a new blankie. You are still with me in spirit though Pereg- your picture is framed and on the wall next to one of Lexi, above the couch that Tikva has taken over as her own. Just as you did. Pereg. My beautiful girl. My heart dog.